I think I'm depressed. My life is messed up?

I do understand what you are going through and along how these thoughts are coming up but you should really just start fixing your problems cause were your going isn't any prettier.Well don't mistake lack of faith in yourself because of a mistake. Start fixing your problems your Intelligent start working a routine that works out for you whether its getting all your stuff done at one time or setting out a specific time just get a schedule going. your a young boy of course theirs more underlying than this one issue with that girl your a guy so organizations never feels as necessary but try it out it will help with procrastination. Start setting goals that are attainable for you that will help. Your anger and pure hatred for things is needed to dealt with the world isn't a ugly place and your hatred for humans because of one mistake is a bit to much. Its not to late to save yourself from all this just chill man your being a bit dramatic get some friends get a hobby go out their and live. You are stressing yourself out and replacing with hatred doesn't make sense. You can't speak for all humanity saying that we have lost ourselves not true its just what you let yourself perceive. Change your view point build up yourself esteem and for goodness sakes please stop hating the world its not out to get you and therefore you shouldn't be out to get. Go get help with your depression maybe talk to a counselor do something for yourself so you aren't like this cause honestly sad to hear that you have losing hope. feel free to im or email if you wanna talk maybe i can help restore some of that hope.